So many thoughts rushed through my mind as I stood there watching the radiologist work. 
How is mom doing? 
Are the blue and red colors on the screen indicating veins and arteries?
Did she really just say Doppler? 
What are the results going to be like? 
How is mom doing? 

It’s unusual for my parents to visit the doctor unless they really needed it. For once, I was really glad my mom was completely nonchalant. If she was worried, she had me completely fooled. But maybe because I knew of the possibilities, I had more to fear. 

Sometimes I don’t know how I got here. It feels like I just woke up one day with all the responsibilities on my shoulders. I know I’m supposed to be an adult, but sometimes I just don’t feel like being one. Sometimes I don’t think I have the strength

The simple things.
We were just laying in bed watching the the seahawks vs SD game,
my head rested comfortably against his chest,
and his arms and legs wrapped around me.
Secluded in the lodge, it really felt like we were able to pause time even if it was just for a moment. Nothing else mattered.

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